Every Other Lonely Night

We used to be something Now we've dissolved into nothing And there's a hole in my ribcage that I don't know how to fill And it's kind of stupid, 'cause we never really existed But at least I had something that I could fill my head with It's like the wind in my sails lost its breath And now I wonder how you mourn a dream's death I swore I'd let it go, "I'm over it" I said But every other lonely night Every other lonely night you're back in my head And life isn't as easy as people pretend And if you're always pretending, then when you stop What do you do then? I stare at their pictures And I talk to the walls I would do anything to avoid feeling this small It's like I've been on my feet all my life with no where to rest Because I'm always runnin' somewhere, I'm always a mess I'd rather run away than be left for dead Every other lonely night Every other lonely night It's like I've been on my feet all my life, and I've lost my breath And I'm always runnin' to mourn another dream's death I'd run away, "I'm over it" I said But every other lonely night Every other lonely light you're back in my head Ooo