i'll be fine

I'm still up from last night, and it's already noon And it wasn't anybody's birthday, but we had some balloons I don't remember getting toasted, but I bet that I paid It seems like everybody's start is just the end of my day, great And that's alright, I mean I guess it's not really, but we had a good night, yeah The hardest part of me is pretending I don't love it So just tell me I'll be fine, and I'll try thinking nothing of it Yeah, I'm fucked up, but aren't we all? Yeah, until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls Until I'm all alone and I start having withdrawals And no one can ever reach me 'cause I put up a wall Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I'll be fine Oh-yeah, until I'm too fucked up, and I need a line Another hour passes, and I lose track of time I help with everybody's problems, I just never help mine I wake up, it's past six, and it's already dark About the time when my depression and apologies start I got a couple missed texts, I'm probably not gonna read I just ordered a bunch of food I'm probably not gonna eat, sweet But that's okay, I mean it's not, but to me, it's just a regular day Yeah, I keep on saying that I'll fix it, but I'm lying And every time I try to quit, I end up quitting even trying 'Cause I'm fucked up, but aren't we all? Yeah, until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls Until I'm all alone, and I start having withdrawals And no one can ever reach me 'cause I put up a wall Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I'll be fine Yeah, until I'm too fucked up and I need a line Another hour passes, and I lose track of time I help with everybody's problems, I just never help mine