The Half of It

There is a special lone place in hell For the feeling you give me My head's a turbulent space Your stance remains stationary Oh, my skin burns from the inside out My body doesn't feel like my own now You're so laid back while my heart's laid out for you You don't know how hard it is I can barely look you in the eye You don't know the half of it I think about you all the fucking time Is this what it will always be like? Is this what it will always be like? Get told to rationalise, I've tried This hold keeps getting worse I don't know who I miss more Myself before, or who you never were I get by but it gets too much My antidote lies on a shelf untouched Convinced myself blind that nobody's enough If they're not you, oh You don't know how hard it is I can barely look you in the eye You don't know the half of it I think about you all the fucking time Is this what it will always be like? Is this what it will always be like? Oooh no Oh my skin burns from the inside out for you And what can I do? What can I do? You don't know how hard it is I can barely look you in the eye You don't know the half of it I think about you all the fucking time Is this what it will always be like? Oh, oh, oh Is this what it will always be like? Oh, oh, oh