I'm Not Enough and I'm Sorry

I'm done feeling worthless, imperfect You hit me where it hurts You put the blade right on my wrist And slit until it spurts out blood, red, dead That's just how I'm feeling You tell me that you love me But there you go leaving, why you so surprised? You're a demon in disguise These past two weeks all I been doing is crying Tired of putting all my effort, but never receiving You tell me I'm a piece of shit and that I really feel it I'm not enough and I'm sorry I really love you and I'm sorry I struggle at showing and I'm sorry You pretend to smile and I'm sorry No, no, no I'm done feeling worthless, imperfect You hit me where it hurts You put the blade on my wrist And slit until it spurts out blood, red, dead That's just how I'm feeling You tell me that you love me But there you go leaving, why you so surprised? You're a demon in disguise These past two weeks all I been doing is crying Tired of putting all my effort, but never receiving You tell me I'm a piece of shit and that I really feel it I'm not enough and I'm sorry I really love you and I'm sorry I struggle at showing and I'm sorry You pretend to smile and I'm sorry No, no, no No, no, no