Where Did I Go?

I've got this nagging fear That in about 20 years I'll look myself in the mirror And ask where did I go? How did I wind up here? Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror Old dreams feeling no more near Where did I go? And I had a big plan And I made like six fans And I spent like six years Making music for my own ears And I guess I can't complain I had a good time I wouldn't change a thing I have a good life, still I've got this nagging fear That in about 20 years I'll look myself in the mirror And ask where did I go? How did I wind up here? Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror Old dreams feel no more near Where did I go? (Where did I go?) (Where did I go?) And I just wanna stay home But I still dream of the road But I still dream of the lights Those ghosts still haunting me some nights What do you do with old dreams that just won't die? How do you know what's fantasy and real life? 'Cause I've got this nagging fear That in about 20 years I'll look myself in the mirror And ask where did I go? How did I wind up here? Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror Old dreams feel no more near Where did I go? (Where did I go?) I don't wanna say "Hey, kids I settled. Hope you do too." I don't wanna play it safe Fear can't tell me what to do (No way, come on, let's go) I don't wanna live for paydays and a vacay getaway Every year or two I don't wanna take to my grave something to say I wasn't brave enough to I've got this nagging fear That in about 20 years I'll look myself in the mirror And ask where did I go? How did I wind up here? Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror Old dreams feelin' no more near Where did I go? (Where did I go?) (Where did I go?) (Where did I go?)