PARALYZED

Dark or light don't matter when you're feeling like me I could be on stage or hiding under the sheets Come a little closer, let you catch my disease Sick of wanting to scream, hold on Feeling kinda freaked out, is this called insecure? I had all the pieces, all my ducks in a row Now I'm looking out, I don't know where I should go What is there left to do? Hold on I don't really get why I'm holding on when I really want to let go But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget, I cannot say no I don't understand, this seems underhand, hell who's side am I even on? But my brain rejects and I can't forget even though I want to let go Are you even listening? I'm sick of these feelings, they're wrapping and trapping me They're dragging me, I can't get free Are you even listening? I'm sick of these feelings, they're grabbing and stabbing me Changing reality Paralyzed, fight or flight I'm paralyzed, out of time and Nothing's right, but did I try? When I'm paralyzed Paralyzed, fight or flight I'm paralyzed, out of time and Nothing's right, but did I try? When I'm paralyzed I am always trying but the pieces are wrong Never click together, never coming in strong Stared into the mirror, left me feeling alone I just wanna go home, hold on I don't really get why I'm holding on when I really want to let go But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget, I cannot say no I don't understand, this seems underhand, hell who's side am I even on? But my brain rejects and I can't forget even though I want to let go Are you even listening? I'm sick of these feelings, they're wrapping and trapping me They're dragging me, I can't get free Are you even listening? I'm sick of these feelings, they're grabbing and stabbing me Changing reality Paralyzed, fight or flight I'm paralyzed, out of time and Nothing's right, but did I try? When I'm paralyzed Paralyzed, fight or flight I'm paralyzed, out of time and Nothing's right, but did I try? When I'm paralyzed