I've been drowning

In a 6-ounce glass a day

My friend Zinfandel makes it better

But sometimes feeling sad feels great

I think of you

And I wish to have control

I'll take an adderall to feel something

And jump from coast to coast

And when I crash hard, I fall back onto you

'Cause that's all I know how to

Oh boy, forgive me for I have sinned

I made a home out of you when I couldn't

You know I'm anxious when I twist my rings

I feel the effects of when you'd yell at me

Oh boy, forgive me for making you wait

I held onto you 'cause I was scared of what you'd say

Oh, oh, no, no

Oh Zinfandel

Once I'm awake in a few hours

Maybe I should sit and talk with you for a while

But I avoid my problems

When it's those problems that could hurt you

I won't let you touch me 'cause it's all you know how to do

And when I crash hard, I fall back onto you

'Cause that's all I know how to

Oh boy, forgive me for I have sinned

I made a home out of you when I couldn't

You know I'm anxious when I twist my rings

I feel the effects of when you'd yell at me

Oh boy, forgive me for making you wait

I held onto you 'cause I was scared of what you'd say

Oh, oh, no, no, no, no

Zinfandel

And when I crash hard, I fall back onto you