From the distance

A movie scene

Back row, watching life like it's not happening to me

When it's too much

It all looks fake

A stupid game keep track of all the points that you make

I don't feel happy

I don't feel sad

If things are good

If things are bad

Whatever happens

I won't be mad

I'm so damn numb

Don't look back

So I don't feel nothing

You see when I'm bluffing

I say that I'm good but the truth of it is that reality's crushing

Me

So if you ever see the real me

Where he's hiding no you won't see

I don't care we're past that now, we're past that now

I don't feel happy

I don't feel sad

If things are good

Or things are bad

Whatever happens

I won't be mad

I'm so damn numb

Don't look back