I Don’t Know

Feel entitled Want the world stopping for me Go off orbit Tides wreak havoc, swallowed by the sea Catholic guilt The sin of being selfish Pick at the scabs The seams that shape a human Terrifying realizations I don't know how to love, without expectations I don't know how to love if I never change them I don't know, I don't know Anything Tender suitor Can you fix my soul? Make me complete Can I resent you? The imperfections on which I feast Unsure where Confidence grows in a garden Is it above, below? The core soft or hardened Terrifying realizations I don't know how to love without expectations I don't know how to love if I never change them I don't know, I don't know Flesh as collateral damage Diving in, coaxed by my reckless abandon I don't know what's real or idealization I don't know, I don't know Anything (Oh, oh, oh) I don't know anything (Oh, oh, oh) Nothing makes sense to me (Oh, oh, oh) I don't know anything (Oh, oh, oh) I don't know 'Cause I feel entitled Want the world stopping for me