Staring At The Ceiling

(Staring the ceiling) When I, I lay awake at night I get upset, I wonder why Try not to cry Try again, try again, but no reply Tell myself: "write it down" "Ok, cry it out" 'Cause what is there left to talk about Phone a friend, then hang up Before they pick it up I'm losing my mind tonight This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling About to fall apart, you didn't mean it This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling I lay awake at night just daydreaming Deleting memories, I don't need them This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like Staring at the ceiling This is what it feels like When I, I wanna close my eyes They're like the stars up in the sky I try all night Try again, try again, they won't align Tell myself it's okay Don't like you anyway But I know I'll change my mind again Suddenly yesterday, seems so far away I hope you reply tonight This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling About to fall apart, you didn't mean it This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling I lay awake at night just daydreaming Deleting memories, I don't need them This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like Staring at the ceiling This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling And I, I lay awake at night, staring at the ceiling (Try again, try again, try again, try again) I'm losing my mind This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling About to fall apart, you didn't mean it This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling I lay awake at night just daydreaming Deleting memories, I don't need them This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling