How Dare You

You were a ghost when I needed you most And I know you think I deserved it 'Cause things ended bad and I know you're still mad But I guess, I thought if it came down to it You'd show up apologizing like nothing happened We'd forgive each other saying, "It doesn't matter anymore" What did I get my hopes up for? 'Cause I almost lost it all And you didn't even call, I lay in that hospital bed Thinking, "How dare you, how dare you ever say we were friends?" I thought you might've still care, but guess not If you couldn't show up for me then Then how dare you, how dare you ever say we were friends? I know I said, I didn't need anything But I lied and you should've known that 'Cause I was in the middle of a full-on breakdown Living in the darkest room in my parents' house You can swear you didn't know, but you didn't bother to find out Yeah, I almost lost it all and you didn't even call, I lay in that hospital bed Thinking, "How dare you, how dare you ever say we were friends?" I thought you might've still care, but guess not If you couldn't show up for me then Then how dare you, how dare you ever say we were friends? We were friends We were friends Then how dare you, how dare you ever say? (We were friends) When they told me that I could've died (we were friends) The first thing that crossed my mind was (we were friends) Maybe you'd apologize after all this time, how naive was I? (We were friends) To think you ever really cared and (we were friends) If I needed you, you'd be there, 'cause (we were friends) I spent six months confused and scared Sitting by the phone screaming, "Don't you dare" Don't you dare Ever say, ever say How dare you, how dare you ever say we were friends?