DANCING ALL ALONE

I was hardly in the back of the bus and I couldn't figure it out I was nineteen maybe twenty of us Felt like I could just do without It's like a bad dream Tryna keep my eyes shut and I'm starting to doubt If I'll find lightning in a bottle 'Cause I've never had anyone So, if I don't stay, will it matter? 'Cause there's no way to break the pattern And I don't wanna feel alone My past is not my fault But my world keeps on breaking It's always been the same Half-drunk, friends feeling like strangers Nothing ever changes I know I'm forever dancing all alone I've been running before I knew how to walk, when will I ever stop? Always five feet too far from the ones who said They'd love me for who I was And the silence of the beat of my heart has never been any louder And it's frightening if I always end up feeling no one's around So, if I don't stay, will it matter? 'Cause there's no way to break the pattern And I don't wanna feel alone My past is not my fault But my world keeps on breaking It's always been the same Half-drunk, friends feeling like strangers Nothing ever changes I know I'm forever dancing all alone Dancing all alone Dancing all alone