LOVE MYSELF

I caught you standing at the front door, nobody's home I'm busy doin' nothing, leave me alone I don't have the patience to pick up the phone And tell you how my life still ain't my own I'm fuckin' disgusted, with big introductions Just save the award show for somebody else I'm tryna keep up with your perfect assumptions The pullin' the upset, I don't need the help 'Cause I don't believe Fairytales were meant for me So tell me when you leave And I'll pack up my sanity How do I, when do I, wake up from this? Every night, watching my life come down like Satellites, burning my insides up I hate it all If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself) Then how could you love me? How could you want me? How could you say you do? (How could you say you do?) If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself) Then why do you love me? Why do you want me? Why do you pull me through? (Why do you pull me through?) Done looking at your perfect family house And wondering why mine never figured it out 16, tryna pop pills on the couch Numb then, even more numb right now What am I? Ugly, lowkey Must be, world-class, asshole Really don't trust me Fucked up, helpless, voicemail, lost cause Said that I loved her, no shot, she's gone Walking by the mirror to see if there's anyone inside I still don't recognize you inside those eyes How do I, when do I, wake up from this? Every night, watching my life come down like Satellites, burning my insides up I hate it all If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself) Then how could you love me? How could you want me? How could you say you do? (How could you say you do?) If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself) Then why do you love me? Why do you want me? Why do you pull me through? (Why do you pull me through?) Why do you love me? How could you say you do?