I’m Okay Though

I have a couple friends, but we don't hang out anymore When we do anything, they always act like they are bored I care, and I pretend that I don't, but I'm okay though Mom and dad were fighting, and I tried to intervene It didn't help at all, it made it worse if anything I cried until I fell asleep, but I'm okay though Everybody tells me I have to believe The bad feelings will go away eventually I try, but I swear, it always seems Like it comes to them so easily And I'm stuck at the part where I pretend I'm happy But I'm waiting for it to get better for me I wish that I was different, wish that I was someone else I know that I should probably tell somebody I need help But it's easier for me to say that I'm okay though I realize I'm not the only one who feels this way So why should I prioritize myself when that's the case I'll suck it up another day, but I'm okay though Everybody tells me I have to believe The bad feelings will go away eventually I try, but I swear, it always seems Like it comes to them so easily And I'm stuck at the part where I pretend I'm happy But I'm waiting for it to get better for me Everybody tells me I have to believe The bad feelings will go away eventually I try, but I swear, it always seems Like it comes to them so easily And I'm stuck at the part where I pretend I'm happy But I'm waiting