Sleepless Nights

Eyes wide open, can't fall asleep And I hate this feeling, I'm drowning I'm in the deep blue sea Struggling to swim, but I'm stuck right there It's 2 a.m. and the breeze of the night It is not helping, I feel like I'm alone Can't help it, can't fight it I can feel my eyes give rain There's so much to do So much things I've planned But still, here I am Stuck in the riddle of life But still, I rise up again Trying to fail this time It doesn't matter anymore I'm running, I'm running, but I realized That I can walk my way to my dreams Overthinking 'bout the future Yeah, it really wrecks my way I believe Yeah, I'm crying, I'm crying, but I don't want you to see That I'm breaking, I'm breaking, and that I feel so alone I just need some time I'm sorry, I just haven't figured it out I, I just didn't know who to share this with, and it's getting heavy So I paused and took a deep breath And I was selfish of the silence I had But I'm not sorry for that I needed it Calls unanswered, it scares m, it tires me But I want to tell you that "I'm fine, don't worry" I can't even speak, so don't bother asking Just want some peace because I have been Running, I'm running, but I realized That I can walk my way to my dreams Overthinking 'bout the future Yeah, it really wrecks my way I believe Yeah, I'm crying, I'm crying, but I don't want you to see That I'm breaking, I'm breaking, and that I feel so alone I know I don't need someone I just need at least one Ooh, ooh Ooh, ah Oh, how to be loved and to love How I miss the feeling For so long I've been numb That I forgot to live the life and be alive Without the bubble that keeps me safe The pressure of perfection Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Kakayanin Kahit pa alanganin Kakayanin Oh, kakayanin Kakayanin Kahit pa alanganin Kakayanin Oh, kakayanin ko