Not Alone

It's taken so long to find my way Through all the pain and memories I'm finding what it's like to feel okay again I've found my way through all this mess A place to feel safe in my head Maybe I can show you there's a way out I hated myself for the way that I been I had to take my time getting better 'Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away But now, I'm getting better every day I'm tired of feeling like a fucking failure I never thought that my own brain could be a traitor I can't rely on just myself to make it out of here, yeah I found my way through all this mess A place to feel safe in my head Maybe I can show you there Maybe I can show you there's a way out Hated myself for the way that I been I have to take my time getting better 'Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away I hated myself for the way that I been I have to take my time getting better 'Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away But now, I'm getting better every day When you walked in, and you saw me Laying on my back staring at the ceiling I wasn't okay, no I wasn't okay Been so sick of feeling like there's something wrong with me I hated myself for the way that I been I had to take my time getting better 'Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away