HOW?

Not feeling well today Scared to do mistakes, hmm Nobody seems to understand They're all just the same, hmm What am I supposed to do? Have to be nice while I'm broken inside Things in my head messin' it through I overthink a lot in so many things about It hurts so bad, I can't help it I cried out every night, my pillow hold me tight All the pain keeps reaching me inside Can't run, it keeps pullin' me down How? How? Hmm Nobody seems to understand They're all just the same, hmm What am I supposed to do? Have to be nice while I'm broken inside Things in my head messin' it through I overthink a lot in so many things about It hurts so bad, I can't help it, oh I cried out every night, my pillow hold me tight All the pain keeps reaching me inside Can't run, it keeps pullin' me down Running alone feels like there's no way home Keepin' my distance to all of the people I know Just wanna know how I overthink a lot in so many things about It hurts so bad, I can't help it, oh I cried out every night, my pillow hold me tight All the pain keeps reaching me out Can't run, it keeps pullin' me down Can't run, it keeps pullin' me down How? How?