Her blue eyes like the ocean on a foggy morning
When I think about the better days why am I mourning
Thought I was the one but I wasn't important
Guess what we had turned out to be boring
But look at me now
You keep yourself on the ground
While I'm in the clouds
But you feel overcrowded
While I'm aware of all my surroundings
Yeah didn't think things would be different
But you were afraid of the distance
That's why you left isn't it
But that doesn't matter
I didnt mean to put my heart out on the platter
To bad I though of it after
Now look at my heart it's all splattered all over the ground
I'm trying to make myself matter before it's to late and I drown
But why does it hurt when I feel all alone when I'm laying in bed
Thoughts the meds would help but they damaged my head
Now I'm going through all the messages we sent
Wish I could take back everything that I said
And why does does it hurt when I think about the future and what I don't know
See the message pop up but I'm too afraid to pick up the phone
And that's when you ghost
