Note to Self

S-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e I need help I've always been S-e-l-f-d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e Can't you tell? And they talking 'bout love, what is it? Didn't know it existed Now they telling me it's within myself But, baby, what is love? A figment? Tell me am I imagining shit? Thinking about the lies, I tell myself I've always been S-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e I need help 'Cause I've always been S-e-l-f-d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e Can't you tell That I've always been? S-e-l-f-d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e I need help 'Cause I've always been S-e-l-f-d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e I need help