I Didn't Mean To

It's bordering on insanity So blurred So unclear Then suddenly eyes focus and realize that this man should not be here It's funny how there's no remorse in the moment But after it's over you wish you could disown it And as you get up to tell this stranger to leave The love of your life walks in and sees . . . everything And of all the things that you could have said What was in your head? I didn't mean to All the thoughts running through your mind All that you could find I didn't mean to And the pain of losing everything comes over you I didn't mean to All you can say is that 'you didn't mean to' I didn't mean to And it's reality now Pictures of him and your baby Smashed in broken glass all on the floor With his suitcase in one hand, your little girl's hand in the other You hear him say "Mommy don't live us no more" And it cuts like a knife but you can't blame him either You're a mother, you're a wife, but you're also a cheater Ooh girl, one silly moment of lust Just cost you everything that you've ever loved And of all the things that you could have said What was in your head? I didn't mean to All the thoughts running through your mind All that you could find I didn't mean to And the pain of losing everything comes over you I didn't mean to All you can say is that 'you didn't mean to' I didn't mean to Oh, the clouds are rolling in As you prepare to face this punishment and suffer the consequence Such a price to pay Was it really worth it? And you fight back tears As you watch him take the only thing you ever truly loved away The tears in her eyes as she waves goodbye Slowly kills you inside And of all the things that you could have said What was in your head? I didn't mean to All the thoughts running through your mind All that you could find I didn't mean to And the pain of losing everything comes over you I didn't mean to All you can say is that 'you didn't mean to' I didn't mean to Whoa, whoa, yea, yeah I didn't mean to I didn't mean to hurt cha Didn't mean to make you cry I didn't mean to Don't say say byebye Don't say say byebye I didn't mean to