CHEMICALS

Im staying quiet

I'm a fly on the wall and I'm keeping my cool

Tell mama I made it I'm packing my bags and I'll go to the moon

They keep on hating but I'm staying true

I'm selling my soul to a guy in a suit cause that's what you do

I'm all in forever

I'm placing my bets and I'm paying my dues

Maybe I'm not quite cut out for the life I pursue

Every second I'm adjusting to a world that I'm not for

Any judgment is rejected I can't take it anymore

Don't say it's all in your head

Mines just a curse how would you know

Ooh it's obvious it's not how I'm feeling it's the chemicals

My downfall appears to be inevitable

My demons call out to me

Maybe it's all in your head

Yea I know don't you think I'm aware that I run out of safe spaces

Why so polite

Creative integrity's gone down the drain

Wanna put up a fight?

You're gonna never wanna do that again

Still sitting tight sit tight

We're writing these lines til I'm out of my mind

No need to for advice why do I have to say that all the time

Good art should be lucrative

We're writing all night

We're working like lunatics

If you can't live without it

You could be supportive

But the worlds sick and twisted

So you can't afford it

Don't say it's all in your head

Mines just a curse how would you know

Ooh it's obvious it's not how I'm feeling it's the chemicals

My downfall appears to be inevitable

My demons call out to me

Maybe it's all in your head

Yea I know don't you think I'm aware that I run out of safe spaces

I got my goals and my challenges creative endeavors take time you can't hurry it it's an out of body experience

And I've lost control

Still wanna look cool

Still seeking approval

Cause HEALING IS BRUTAL

Back on my bullshit my life is a game

Causing the Highscore the numbers are fake

Don't trust anyone you see once you're out there

it's all fair play

Leveling up

But at what cost

We better not

Stop

Get to the top then you fuck up and then get fucking dropped

Ooh it's obvious it's not how I'm feeling it's the chemicals

My downfall appears to be inevitable

My demons call out to me

Maybe it's all in your head

Yea I know don't you think I'm aware that I run out of safe spaces