HIKIKOMORI.

Stuck in a place no demise to

Grow out of my own shell

On my way to hell

Unsociable as I am

I think I'll stay inside

Until my lungs collide

So late, I'm gonna fall

I think I lost it all

The numbers on the wall

They don't mean shit at all

I'm lifeless like a doll

And waste my life, ooh

Why am I self-denying, I

Need a little push to get out of my lies, ooh

I am so mortifying, I

Just wanna lie down my bed

Got any place where I could hide?

Cause I won't go outside

I'll stay inside

Don't wanna hear you criticize

The way I'm living life

I know I'm dead inside

Just going out feels like a chore and

Still I feel constantly bored my

Body aches, again, and breaks, away against

My own un-rested mind that's hypnotized

So paralyzed, non-sterilized

So late, I'm gonna fall

I think I lost it all

The numbers on the wall

They don't mean shit at all

I'm lifeless like a doll

And waste my life, ooh

Why am I self-denying, I

Need a little push to get out of my lies, ooh

I am so mortifying, I

Just wanna lie down my bed