Am I Broken (feat. Jon Micah Sumrall)

If you’re listening I’ll tell you how I feel

Some days my smile is fake cause the pain is real

Maybe it's self inflicted

Maybe I’m just defective

Some days my smile is fake cause the pain is real

A prescription for my symptoms is all I need

All the voices, diagnosis, but I can't shake this disease

Overwhelmed in all these issues, you could say I need a breakthrough

Today my smile is fake cause the pain is real

They tell me to pray

Push through the pain

They tell me, I’m crazy

 the sickness is in my brain

If you’re listening I need to know, need to know

Am I broken? Am I broken?

Or do I just need something stronger til this feeling’s gone?

Is my spirit fighting a demon?

I’m believing there’s a reason for this bleeding

But it’s breaking me

Open my eyes, I wanna see

What's going on, what's going wrong with me

Am I broken?

Oh God, am I just being tested?

A thorn in the flesh or a wicked oppression

I believe that you can see, beyond these harsh realities

I’m trying to get the message

I’m dying for direction

Am I broken? Am I broken?

Or do I just need something stronger til this feeling’s gone?

Is my spirit fighting a demon?

I’m believing there’s a reason for this bleeding

But it’s breaking me

Open my eyes, I wanna see

What's going on, what's going wrong with me

Am I broken?

They tell me to pray

Push through the pain

But I’m fading, decaying

It's more than I can take

If you’re listening I need to know, need to know

Am I broken, God can you hold me in this moment

Am I broken? Am I broken?

Or do I just need something stronger til this feeling’s gone?

Is my spirit fighting a demon?

I’m believing there’s a reason for this bleeding

But it’s breaking me

Open my eyes, I wanna see

What's going on, what's going wrong with me

Open my eyes, I wanna see

What's going on, what's going wrong with me

Am I broken?