Cold Days

Used to pray for peace, but the silence hit different

Fought my demons alone, they don’t care if you gifted

Seen my homie laid out, soul gone, cold image

Now I’m numb inside, poppin’ meds with no limit

Heart full of pain that I buried too deep

Smilin’ through trauma, barely get sleep

Nights in the trap, wolves never eat

Tryna break free, but the past repeats

Mama said I changed — yeah, I feel that too

When you come from the dirt, who you run to?

Fake friends vanish when the lights turn blue

Only real ones left, but they dyin’ off too

Cold days, dark nights, walkin’ alone

Carryin’ pain that cut to the bone

I bled for the ones who ain’t call my phone

Now my heart ice cold — made it my home

Cold days taught me lessons for real

Can’t trust love, ‘cause love’ll get you killed

Scars on my soul that never gon’ heal

Still keep movin’, just numb what I feel

They ain’t see me break, cryin’ in silence

Only come around when I move in silence

Loyal to the ones who fed me violence

Now I trust God and this piece in my pocket

Lost too many, this a war with no winners

Turned cold, can’t remember the winter

How it felt to be loved, been gone since December

Tryna light fire with a soul full of embers

Pain my fuel, turned hurt to ambition

Prayed for light while I cooked in the kitchen

Made my way with a clear-cut vision

Now I cut off snakes, no more indecision

Cold days, dark nights, walkin’ alone

Carryin’ pain that cut to the bone

I bled for the ones who ain’t call my phone

Now my heart ice cold — made it my home

Cold days taught me lessons for real

Can’t trust love, ‘cause love’ll get you killed

Scars on my soul that never gon’ heal

Still keep movin’, just numb what I feel

They don’t know the nights I was losin’ my mind

Outran my past, but it stayed on my spine

Now I speak through the pain, every bar, every line

Tryna turn deep wounds into diamonds that shine