mistakes (feat. Sh!nki)

I was filled up with this anger for the longest of times

They tried to kill me, i'm afraid that y'all been crossing the line

I'm paranoid, i think my friends still wanna ruin my life

It's no dilemma, i can't choose, shit got me losing my mind

But in the end i guess i really just been stuck in my head

It feels like everything i touch is always ending up dead

I ain't been sleeping, not at all, so lately i'm seeing red

I'm hearing demons in my walls, i'm tweaking off of the meds

Take a breath, i done been thru hell and back, now i feel cold

Shit ain't ever been the same since the day i lost my bro

And i ain't been thinking straight, due the fact that i'm alone

Emotions blitzing through my brain, yeah this shit is getting old

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade

Don't know how much

Until I break

I gotta fix my past mistakes

Blood tear is in my eyes

Saying all I see is red

Watch the battles

I be facing now

I be drowning nobody

Cannot hear me out

This road I walk alone

Gotta heal my soul

Do it on my own

I've been so cold

I lost my bro

What's left of home

Can you help me find myself

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade

I'm falling to pieces

Life's on the line and i'm bleeding

Stop calling, i mean it

I know you lied cause i see it

My shadows still haunt me

These demons still love to taunt me

I'm sorry, still falling

Brodie i can feel the snakes crawling

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade

I been tryna figure out how i can fix my mistakes

Yeah all these tears done got me drowning, got me caught in a daze

Now i see all these people doubting but i'm not even fazed

And trust me i ain't going out until there's blood on my blade