Face Myself Again

When I don't have the words to say

I must seem so naive

Standing in the rain

Rolling up my sleeve

Waiting for you there

I tend to overthink

Flooding in my brain

A sea of memory

And when I try to float on top

The memories decay

Though there is comfort in the pain

I know there is still room to change

So if I build my walls up again

Knock them down

To remind me who I am

I'm not afraid

I'll try to understand

That I still need

To face myself again

And after all this time

I still can't believe

If what's in my head is not reality

All the black and white

Thoughts overtaking

Again and again

There is never an end

So if I build my walls up again

Knock them down

To remind me who I am

I'm not afraid

I'll try to understand

That I still need

To face myself again

Maybe then I'll understand

How to face myself again