Back Of My Mind

God i'm sorry I know that it's been a while

felt easier to running back to the bottle

Drinking and smoking this pain

Away

Too far down the wrong path to turn around

Kinda felt like I let you down

And I didn't

Want you to see me this way

But in the

Back of my mind

I know you're here for me

When I'm losing my fight

Your the strength I need

When i try digging my grave

You come to set me free

When I feel too far to pray

I hear you calling my name

In the back of my mind

I try to trust but then everyone just up and leaves

God, I just want something real

Something better please

Sorry I beg when I pray

I stop talking when I start to feel ashamed

Just one of the devils games

I know he's trying to

Push me right into flames

But in the

Back of my mind

I know you're here for me

When I'm losing my fight

Your the strength I need

When i try digging my grave

You come to set me free

When I feel too far to pray

I hear you calling my name

In the back of my mind

I'm done trying my way

Jesus you're the only

name that can save

In the back of my mind

I know you're here for me

When I'm losing my fight

You're the strength i need

When I try digging my grave

You come to set me free

When i feel too far to pray

I hear you calling my name

In the back of my mind

The back of my mind