Final Dive

Woke up again at 3 AM

Felt my heart beating like a drum in the night

Can't stop thinking about the end

And about this child I'll never meet again

Sunlight shining through the window

This is a yellow sunbeam

Will I ever finish all the shitty things I started?

We're in July, but I feel cold

This is a killing machine

My memories are a mix of joy and anger

He looks alive

He looks alive

No reason why

No reason why

He looks alive, but he's too cold

This is a dive

This is a dive

Two worlds collide

Two worlds collide

My heart is cold like a stone

I can only feel pain and anger

Pain and anger

This is his body lying in my hands

I can still imagine his voice like a drama

This body is leading me to the end

He looks alive

He looks alive

No reason why

No reason why

He looks alive, but he's too cold

This is a dive

This is a dive

Two worlds collide

Two worlds collide

My heart is cold like a stone

My pain is back

My pain is back

The only feelings I have

My anger is growing like a monster

Like a monster

I've got to pray

I've got to pray

But don't know in which direction

Your gods are far away, far away from here

My pain is back

My pain is back

The only feelings I have

My anger is growing like a monster

Like a monster

I've got to pray

I've got to pray

But don't know in which direction

Your gods are far away, far away from here

My pain is back

My pain is back

The only feelings I have

My anger is growing like a monster

Like a monster

I've got to pray

I've got to pray

But don't know in which direction

Your gods are far away, far away from here

My pain is back

My pain is back

The only feelings I have

My anger is growing like a monster

Like a monster

I've got to pray

I've got to pray

But don't know in which direction

Your gods are far away, far away from here

My pain is back

My pain is back

The only feelings I have

My anger is growing like a monster

Like a monster

I've got to pray

I've got to pray

But don't know in which direction

Your gods are far away, far away from here