Denial (feat. Ashe O'Hara)

Do you regret

Every second spent?

Knowing every moment was

To your detriment

Don't let your eyes shut

It took too much effort for me

To shake your method

To let it go

I am now your god

Although I contribute the faults still surely yours

But the burden is mine to bear on my own

Face what pain you've caused

Again and again and again

In your hall of mirrors it'll come to an end

When your beauty's shattered

Bruised battered

Torn and tattered on the ground

Drawn in your body seems to compensate for the risk

To make amends I'd have to die first

Rotten to the core with no qualities to defend

I shouldn't flatter you with prolonged attention

But I feel like you warrant the most sickening torture

I've emerged from a directionless role

'Cause we're temporal beings just seeking secular goals

Nothing on Earth can break my gaze or turn my head from you

I'll commit my life to a lie

If this is too good to be true

I'll break free from the doubts that hindered me

I'll readjust to resonate upon your frequency

I'll make connections to understand you more pertinently

I'll be exactly what I need to be

Portraits painted in red

There's no salvation in the end

Don't let your eyes shut

It took too much effort for me

To shake your method

To let it go

I am now your god

Although I contribute the faults still surely yours

But the burden is mine to bear on my own

Do you regret

Every second spent

Knowing every moment was

To your detriment