Killing Time

Too many days spent wondering why

Little things get underneath my skin

No rest, no peace, I'm a slave to rage and anxiety

You assume that I live on cloud nine

When the truth is I'm just killing time

Do my best to keep it together but

Can't anybody see

The signs on my face that I don't care at all

The clock's always running

My head's fucking done in

I rarely sleep til after dawn

I'm out of ways to keep my camouflage

Completely exhausted

I need an adjustment

But I'm afraid of moving on

Doesn't feel quite the way that it used to

Why am I feeling sick when I look at you

Can't hold my anger in, I don't know what's happening to me

Used to be you were all that I lived for

So why am I now always so fucking bored

Guess we're gonna find out together

Can't anybody see

The signs on my face that I don't care at all

The clock's always running

My head's fucking done in

I rarely sleep til after dawn

I'm out of ways to keep my camouflage

Completely exhausted

I need an adjustment

But I'm afraid of moving on

Thought the fun would last for forever

Had it all mapped out, but here we are

Life is changing, that's for the better

Just gotta find out where to start

Over and over the voices build in my head

Telling me if I don't have you, I don't know who I am

It's like I'm lost in the dark

Confidence falling apart

As I try to tell myself that you never meant shit to me

You never meant shit to me

The signs on my face that I don't care at all

The clock's always running

My head's fucking done in

I rarely sleep til after dawn

I'm out of ways to keep my camouflage

Completely exhausted

I need an adjustment

But I'm afraid of moving on