Thug Memorials

I wish, I wish, I wish

I wish, I wish, I-

I wish, I wish, I wish

I wish, I wish, I wish

And I was so lost for words, couldn't cry up at your funeral

I come from off that corner where the hustlers trap and shooters shoot

Straight 8's and Scat Packs, they ain't slidin' in no Subaru

Turn you to a savage what them hard times will do to you

All my homies died young, smokin' till my mind numb

Steppin' like a marching band, might hit they block with nine drums

Took a lot of losses right where me and all my guys hung

I was talkin' shit, that left my pride stung, uh

I wish that I can hold you tight

I'm grippin' on this pole tonight

I'm connected to your soul tonight

Hoping everything's okay

Tim Tim was my brother, we was suitin' up for graduation

I saw twin in them in them caskets, told myself I gotta make it

Making moves and stackin' payments, SRT's in traffic racin'

Was most happy back in the day, it seem like now I'm tryna fake it

Twenty deep with all my cousins, tweakin' in my granny basement

Hot nights in the summertime with no sheet on that mattress bakin'

Now we let them choppas beat, I swear I love that kind of cadence

Money huntin', no time for waitin', 50 M's, I'm tryna chase it

'Member wasn't no care at all, running through them projects

Why they ain't show the same love when I ain't beat the odds yet?

Masked up with no gloves, we send his ass where God at

We took over for the block, was fearless on that conquest

All I gotta say is go, now watch how all my soldiers ride

Treat 'em like he Trey, gon' let him out, if he don't wanna slide

Shotshit him, was still in shock, that's why he left with open eyes

I'm from the trenches deep up in that grass where all the cobras hide

I wish that I can hold you tight

I'm grippin' on this pole tonight

I'm connected to your soul tonight

Hopin' everything's okay

Wish I could be with you somehow

Can't put my gun down

'Cause I'm the one now

Momma, I'm my brother's keeper, I won't let your son drown

Always fightin' with the reaper, like I keep some gloves 'round, uh

I'm takin' drugs until I'm incoherent

Love ones steadily disappearing

But for you, I'm forever thuggin', I can feel your spirit

Racing to the finish line, look up, and I could hear 'em cheerin'

For feelings that I lost the game, the only thing I'm still endearing

I wish that I can hold you tight

I'm grippin' on this pole tonight

I'm connected to your soul tonight

Hopin' everything's okay

I wish, I wish, I wish

And if I can't get out the south, I'll see you again someday

I wish, I wish, I wish

I wish, I wish, I wish

Hoping everything's okay

I wish, I wish, I wish

I wish, I wish, I wish

I wish, I wish, I-

I wish, I wish, I wish