Lost Myself

I think I lost myself

Trynna be someone else

Close to giving up

Had enough

Sorry

Maybe I need

Something else

Maybe I need

Something else

Look I don't even know where I'm going right now

And I don't even mean which pub

And i don't even know if this is a walk in the park

Or i'm stuck in the mud

And I can't even send this text

Cos I know it would get misunderstood

And I'm certain that I'm not one of those bad guys

But I don't feel good

I don't even

I don't know what to say

I didn't know what to do yesterday

And I definitely don't know what to do today

I just wanted to be okay

But unfortunately the only things I know

Are to fucking drink and fucking spray

I think I lost myself

Trynna be someone else

Close to giving up

Had enough

Sorry

Maybe I need

Something else

Maybe I need

Something else

And again

I don't even know where I'm going right now

And I don't even know where i've been

I need to give my mumzy a ring but

I don't want her to worry or anything

I feel like Shaun in Shaun of the Dead

Where he chucks them flowers in the bin

I spend more than half my mornings

Stood in the shower and I sing like

I think I lost myself

Fuck knows John

Everyones my best mate but

Unfortunately I don't trust no one

I just need to home

Alone

And lock off my phone

And I need to find a way to be happy

When I'm on my own

I think I lost myself

I'll be alright man

Sometimes

Sometimes you're not alright

But that's alright

Things will work out bro

You'll be blessed John

I hope so anyway like

Hey Siri ring mum