Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
周震南
Harmony Vocals
大邁MizarMin
Guitar
陈建平
Piano
范弘民
Saxophone
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
周震南
Songwriter
大邁MizarMin
Arranger
Karma
Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
大邁MizarMin
Recording Engineer
張平
Mixing Engineer
哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
Executive Producer
Lyrics
[Intro]
Heal my broken soul
Heal my broken
Won’t you stay with me
[Verse 1]
My soul
My love
My pain
My ego
My hate
My kindness
My past
My purpose
My death
My anger
My jealousy
My fault
My lie
My loyalty
My faith
My evil
[Verse 2]
My hypocrisy is killing me slow
夹在了善与恶之间徘徊着无法左右
劝告着自己善良却经不住欲望利诱
做着恶魔的行径也祈求着神的庇佑
[Verse 3]
That shit is painful
我在将我自己批斗
判了个最重的罪然后找缓刑的理由
我的伪善让我无法分清我的善伪
或许上帝在造我的时候出现了纰漏
[Verse 4]
Fucking painful
对这光环确实疲倦了
每天都像反复答着剖析人性的卷子
变成一个很擅于讲真话的骗子
骗着骗着连我自己的心都早已经变色
[Verse 5]
他们说我好像是变了
变得瞻前顾后变得自负且懦弱
对此我也没有任何想要解释的
你不懂我的痛苦那又何必要来劝呢
[Verse 6]
我与路西法确实很是相像
肉身是那天使精神已溃成疮样
我们爱着我们爱的人
在爱的同时却又准备好用那些恶语去相向
[Verse 7]
直到我连那对错都分不清
直到接近崩溃的我选择认了这些命
直到我妈告诉我她可能弄错我的生日
医生告诉我你可能不是双子而是双向
[Verse 8]
Then all the fake 开始变得很荒唐
病了还是错了开始不停地相撞
It's hard to judge 行为发心的方向
颂着干净却又依赖着肮脏
[Verse 9]
Stop and go and 不停地张望
痛苦在我心里变得越发猖狂
Begging for help 祈求救赎的光亮
结果等来的却是那一声致命的枪响
[Verse 10]
我曾清醒地看着我自己堕落到了底
无动于衷地望着它让其破碎到了底
I got everything I need
I got everything I want
为何到头来我还是一个stupid fucking kid
[Verse 11]
愤怒让我无法控制自己 Fury's burning me
Made a promise but I didn't make it
Build a lie of ring
They said heaven is a lie
I’ll say faith is a crime
你想看清我的灵魂
Let me tell you what it is
[Verse 12]
My soul
My love
My pain
My ego
My hate
My kindness
My past
My purpose
My death
My anger
My jealousy
My fault
My lie
My loyalty
My faith
My evil
Written by: 周震南