Don’t Want To

I miss you, I need you, but only when I'm weak Yeah, sometimes, my past life still get a hold on me And just 'cause I ain't reachin' for the bottle And I ain't got a smoke between my lips Oh, just 'cause I ain't tryin' to numb my sorrows With any kind of vice I ain't tried yet Don't mean I don't want to Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it in every corner of my mind Just 'cause I ain't temptin' that temptation or lightin' up that fuse Don't mean I don't want to Don't mean I don't want to Mm, my battle, my shadow ain't ever far from me It's moment by moment, damn, it's always gonna be And just 'cause I ain't reachin' for the bottle And I ain't got a smoke between my lips Oh, and just 'cause I ain't runnin' from my problems Or cashin' in my good luck for a hit Don't mean I don't want to Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it in every corner of my mind Just 'cause I ain't temptin' that temptation or lightin' up that fuse Don't mean I don't want to It don't mean I don't want to, no, no (hey) Oh, and just 'cause I ain't runnin' from my problems And cashin' in my good luck for a hit Don't mean I don't want to Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it in every corner of my mind Just 'cause I ain't temptin' that temptation or lightin' up that fuse Don't mean I don't want to Don't mean I don't want to