matter

I’m getting high ‘cause I’m stressed

And I don’t wanna confess

How many times we’ve had this conversation

I look for something to feel

Something to prove what is real

Nothing makes sense the more you think about it

And I know I wanna do something

With my time

Even if it’s all for nothing

But who’s up to decide?

Oh what can I do

I just wanna matter

Just wanna matter

To you

Oh what can I do

I just wanna matter

How can I matter

To you

Almost turning 25

10 more, might be someone’s wife

Can’t wrap my head around this thing called “aging”

And when my kids ask me why

And what’s the meaning of life

Will I know how to give an explanation

Yeah, I know I wanna do something

With my time

Even if it’s all for nothing,

But who’s up to decide?

Oh what can I do

I just wanna matter

I just wanna matter

To you

Oh what can I do

I just wanna matter

How can I matter

To you

Might not believe in

Hell or heaven

But I believe in

Trying and guessing

How can I matter

How can I matter to you

I don’t have the answers

Just got questions

I’m willing to learn, so

Teach me a lesson

How can I matter

Matter to you

Oh what can I do

I just wanna matter

I just wanna matter

To you

Oh what can I do

I just wanna matter

How can I matter

To you