This Is Now

I was broken

Shut down, running round, pushing out

Everyone I’ve known

Left the cut open

Bleeding out

Barely leaving flesh on the bones

The infinite sadness

It won't seem to die

It keeps me awake

Like a goddamn long night

 

And I’ve been so hopeless

With nowhere to go

You changed what I thought I know

I thought I’d find it somewhere on the road

Find it in somebody’s name I don’t know

And I’ve given up trying to make a way out

The only man left as the ship’s going down

I'm not saying you saved me

But oh I’ve been found

That was then

This is now

I’m turning pages

Looking back on what I had or

What I was before you came along

It’s amazing

You Stopped me from

Doing what we know I would have done

I’m fighting demons

But man are they strong

Trying to fix them

With the words in this song

I worship your patience

You could have just gone

You’re the only thing I didn’t get wrong

I thought I’d find it somewhere on the road

Find it in somebody’s name I don’t know

And I’ve given up trying to make a way out

The only man left as the ship’s going down

I'm not saying you saved me

But oh I’ve been found

That was then

This is now