paying my tab

I am a whore, you said to me

Last night, lying next to me

I saw your cheeks bend and weep

Like the moonlight through your bedroom window

I held my tongue, you're not as bad as me

I see angels in my dreams

And when I wake I'm naked in

A mirrored room with no escaping

I'm paying my tab

At last

This is all that I have

I am alone, no matter what they see

I watch the night turn into day

The hope it brings fills my wings

Then leaves me stranded empty handed again

I'm paying my tab

At last

This is all that I have

Minor in league, major in heart

I came within reach of falling hard

Comfort on my tongue, solutions in my hand

If love is the ocean, then I'll walk in the sand

Paying my tab

Paying my tab

Paying my tab