Think I'm doing better cause I'm missing it less
Stop feeling so attached to whatever I lost
I'm sinking in the sofa, getting out of my head
And I called you in the morning 'cause I wanted to say
I think I'm doing better I've been drinking it less
Stopped thinking about always stepping off of the edge
I take myself the places that I wanted them to
And when it's finally over won't be missing you
Maybe I'll make a difference when I grow a little older
Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then I show up
Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder
Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower
Maybe I'll search for something that I'll never end up finding
Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying
Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder
Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower
Take me as I give it or don't take me at all
Tell me 'bout your girlfriend but I don't care at all
I think it's something in the water, I was turning 19
Sunken at the bottom, it was endless to me
Work a little harder than I'd ever before
Wanna be your girlfriend if it means you won't call
I think I'm starting to get over all the shit that I had
Or maybe I'm just in denial and convincing myself
I've been so aligned
Say it like I might
Make it all come true
I won't feel so blue
Maybe I'll make a difference when I grow a little older
Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then I show up
Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder
Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower
Maybe I'll search for something that I'll never end up finding
Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying
Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder
Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower
