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BLÜ EYES - CHAOS (Official Lyric Video)
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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
James Prinzi
James Prinzi
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Katie Stump
Katie Stump
Songwriter
Davin Kingston
Davin Kingston
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
BLÜ EYES
BLÜ EYES
Producer
Davin Kingston
Davin Kingston
Producer
Keith Armstrong
Keith Armstrong
Mixing Engineer
Justin Shturtz
Justin Shturtz
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

(I) Got used to tears on my shirt sleeves
Panic attacks getting groceries
Deep breaths and incense and heart beats
The simplest of things could break me
(I) Got used to rationalizing
The trauma with fake silver linings
& living felt more like surviving
Never thought that I'd stop
I never thought that I'd stop crying
Ooh I'm finally healing my
Wounds spent so long broken in
Two trying to glue back the pieces
I don't know what peace is or
Who I am
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
(I) Spent a year trying to make it out
And I don't know how to function now
When the chaos goes away
Why am I still not ok
(I) Can't even sleep through the whole night
(Or) go by myself on a long drive
Will I be like this my whole life
Already paid my price
Maybe I've spent so long outrunning my past
That I still can't help looking back
Will I always be waiting
For my whole world to cave in?
Ooh took so much time getting
Used to everything breaking in
Two trying to glue back the pieces
I don't know what peace is or
Who I am
Fighting the pain
Gave me a purpose
I pulled my demons
Up to the surface
I made a home in
All the discomfort
I found myself
In all the dysfunction
I got so sick of
Asking for help but I
Still can't take
Care of myself I got
So used to living through hell
That I feel so lost anywhere else
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
Written by: Davin Kingston, Katie Stump
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