Bullying Myself

I’ve been paying more attention

to the things that I’ve been saying

to myself (in my head)

and after some consideration

I just had the realization

I’d be pissed if this shit was said to my friends

Oh no

I’ve been bullying myself

Oh yeah

Think I need a little help

Oh no

I’ve been come my own worst enemy

(hee hee hee hee)

They never wanna talk to you again

They already forgot your existence

Nobody ever wants you anyway

They couldn’t wait for you to walk away

They never wanna talk to you again

They already forgot your existence

Nobody ever wants you anyway

They couldn’t wait for you to walk away

I’ve been having harder times

with chemicals behind my eyes that

stop my days (immobilized)

yeah I can’t see you later today

I have got a wretched playdate

behind bars with my sick imagination

Oh no

I’ve been bullying myself

Oh yeah

Think I need a little help

Oh no

I’ve been come my own worst enemy

(hee hee hee hee)

They never wanna talk to you again

They already forgot your existence

Nobody ever wants you anyway

They couldn’t wait for you to walk away

They never wanna talk to you again

They already forgot your existence

Nobody ever wants you anyway

They couldn’t wait for you to walk away

I can’t begin to count the times

this week you’ve told me to fuck off in my mind

and my body reacts so damn unkind

like the shock is happening before my eyes

They never wanna talk to you again

They already forgot your existence

Nobody ever wants you anyway

They couldn’t wait for you to walk away

They never wanna talk to you again

They already forgot your existence

Nobody ever wants you anyway

They couldn’t wait for you to walk away