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Hey mum

I know you ain't seen me in ain't seen me in a minute

But I'm on one, love you loads

I just mixed the cocaine with the alprazolam double dose

Hey dad

I been stepping right in your foot steps, Imma be a super star

I got two baddies in my room racking lines up

When i pop out make their boyfriends queasy

Got her on her knees cos she just wanna please me

Spent a hundred on this room but no ones sleeping

Bet I make it look easy

Gotta see me, cos there's no way you'd believe me

If I told you, Mum you raised a fuckin' soldier

It's been 3 weeks since a night that I was sober

I don't fold up, I been rolling with a different girl each night

Gotta take it on the chin if you wanna be mine

I know you ain't seen me in ain't seen me in a minute

But I'm on one, love you loads

(Hey mum)

I just mixed the cocaine with the alprazolam double dose

Hey dad

I been stepping right in your foot steps, Imma be a super star

And I miss you but I can't come home anymore cos I've gone too far

I'm just writing to say you'd be so proud of me

I've been doing ketamine in this air bnb

With a phone full of freaks, and my lungs full of weed

Spit a tooth in the toilet while I'm brushing my teeth

Oh mum

I'm praying that you're doing well don't worry 'bout your son

I've been in the city with these women going dumb

Staring at the ceiling in the morning going numb

Mum i got a feeling

That you might have been right when you said I gotta leave it

Sinning in the evenings got my nose bleeding

If I'm being honest it's a miracle i'm breathing

Hey mum, it's too late I let the demons inside

Feel your fingers loosen their grip as I slip from your side

Take my clothes, my toys, my pictures, all that I've ever known

You can burn them with my body when they send it back home

Hey mum