Secrecy

Baby, didn't I do it for ya?

Chasing dreams in quick euphoria

Ain't been healthy for me, love

Can't you see that I'm in a bad way?

You were my muse, my motivation

I needed something was worth wasting in

I guess that was you, love, I don't mean it

And you finally punched my ticket to hell

Say it wasn't fine

Table cloth and fishing rods and I think I'm flying

Were you lying

When you said I was okay? (Ah-ah-ah)

Sure I'm a pleaser, I'm a beggar

And I need you to hold me (ah-ah-ah)

Wishing for this evening out for years

And now you wanna destroy me?

And the core at odds

It converged into a drain

Would you love me if this went my way? (Shoo-doo-doo)

And I hope that you'll be running after me

And everybody sees it all the same

And your name's collecting dust inside my brain

But you promised me that you would never change

Bottles of Bacardi down the drain

And I'm moving through the crowd, like it's a maze

Seeing you and alcohol, it don't look great

But you gotta do a better job of secrecy