Fighting Demons

It's 6 a.m., I'm in my thoughts

I been thinkin' 'bout these bodies, fucked up, now I can't get out

I be thinkin' how the ones I love don't love me, that shit flaw

I be thinkin' how my brother turned to a scrub when we was dogs

I was a dirty-ass lil' ****, got game, then I went and scrubbed it off

He not gang, we ducked him off, I don't understand how these thugs be soft

**** act like bitches, bitches act like ****, it turn me off

I think she afflicted, got a new sickness 'cause you had hit her raw

I tote on a Diamondback like my neck can have crystals on 'em

'Posed to have your brother back, you told and went to snitchin' on him

I got outta jail, cut my ho off and got a different number

Pick and pop, that **** step up wrong, then we gon' slip him under

I had blocks in spots, **** doin' dirt just like Columbus

I had to walk that talk when my **** got hurt 'cause it wasn't no compass

One of the opps had texted my phone like, "Why is we beefin', bro? We don't get nothin' from this"

I left the bitch on read 'cause I know when I see him, the **** can't run from this

These hoes disloyal, these **** be fake, so I might die alone

They tell your business when you vent, so I just cry alone

I can't name a time I hopped that whip and left my fire at home

I had a good time with a couple of them ****, can't trip on 'em now, they gone

Bags in the backseat, slidin' with my pops through Carver Homes

I'm a prophetic ****, everything I say be carved in stone

Boy, you pathetic, ****, your baby need you, you hardly home

I don't regret it, ****, I been through shit that's hard as bone

It's 6 a.m., I'm in my thoughts

I been thinkin' 'bout these bodies, fucked up, now I can't get out

I be thinkin' how the ones I love don't love me, that shit flaw

I be thinkin' how my brother turned to a scrub when we was dogs

I was a dirty-ass lil' ****, got game, then I went and scrubbed it off

He not gang, we ducked him off, I don't understand how these thugs be soft

**** act like bitches, bitches act like ****, it turn me off

I think she afflicted, got a new sickness 'cause you had hit her raw