Smoking Out The Window

You gon' make my heart stop Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here It hit me when the mic dropped I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear I never wanna grow old Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear I'm smokin' out the window Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear If I break myself in two right now I'll separate and feel out loud Anxiety and pressure are my combination Exploiting all the tragedy in human nature I've got a million little scars I know will never heal... Is it real? You gon' make my heart stop Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here It hit me when the mic dropped I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear I never wanna grow old Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear I'm smokin' out the window Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear If I take a step towards you right now I'll suffocate my words with doubt My head is filled with alarm bell sounds Is it sickness or is it human? Am I bleedin' or have I drown? You gon' make my heart stop Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here It hit me when the mic dropped I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear I never wanna grow old (old) Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear I'm smokin' out the window Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear