Kim, Colorado

I know you can't stay long Just stay forever no One night I asked mom if you were mean cause you're in the army I dreamt of days where all the pain just sits somewhere behind me I love you deep down, and somehow I never find a way to show it I say it loud, I'm choked out Did you even notice? I forget you're getting old One day you're gunna die My dog can barely walk It makes me think of you sometimes You kept that voicemail of Daniel So you wouldn't forget his voice What do you think about when you hear it? How were you as a boy? I'll talk to your tombstone Who knows what I'll avoid I'll take care of your kids I hope mom wont be destroyed Ill try, when I don't want to sometimes To pretend like, everything will be alright Everything will be all- I know you cant stay long Just stay forever no You can't stay long Just stay forever Ever One night you yelled at me for no reason at all You thought I was listening while you were talking on the phone I kept it close How the hell was I supposed to know You were cheating, I was ten years old Do you know how long I cried I wiped my tears, that night my hero died This not how it's supposed to be You said while you driving me You passed away We came to collect your things I found her shit my heart just filled with rage I stepped outside Started thinking about things to pass the time You remember when we watched the rain That was one of your favorite things In your glove box sitting was old cd's Remember when you used to sing? You remember that chair where you sat and watched tv? And the ramp that you built that you built for me And the snakes that you killed for me Concrete, stood still for me Foundation that you built for me For a month just chilled with me But the rage sits still with me And your gone and it's just not real to me So One night you yelled at me for no reason at all I used to hate the way it hurt me, but tonight I chose to just let go I know (I know) I know (I know) I know (I know) I Can't stay long, just stay forever, no Can't stay long, can't stay forever, no Can't stay long, just stay forever, no Can't stay long, cant stay forever, ever I know