Numb III

She wonders why

I don't trust nobody

Not even her

I think I'm kinda lost yeah

Tryna make sense of my thoughts

Dear God, yeah

Hello God, it's me again, I've been tryna be a man

But this therapy has really got me caving in

Give me a chance, god damn, let me make amends

If I'm here another day, I swear I'll go insane again

I'ma break again never be the same again

Is this really what you want for my brain again

Take it then you don't know the fucking pain I'm in

Dream of being normal but I hate when I'm awake again

Got a place for the stress

Do you understand that my brain is a mess

Tryna stay afloat in a wave of distress

But it's kinda hard to breathe with this weight on my chest

Yeah, I'm too numb for this world full of feeling

You don't know half of the shit that I deal with

Fake smile when I'm going through the real shit

The only one tryna hang out is the ceiling

You feel me?

You are a stranger

She wonders why I

I don't trust nobody

Not even her

You are a stranger

She wonders why

Straight from the heart

Not even her

I find it hard fitting in with society

Especially when there's no one quite like me

Got a lot of thoughts running 'round in my psyche

Now they want me locked even though I be growing up

I really find it kinda funny how I'm blowing up

Cuz these snakes from the past all showing love

Claiming that they with me 'cause my music is emotional

Imma show 'em all, gotta show 'em all yeah

You are a stranger

She wonders why I

I don't trust nobody

Not even her

You are a stranger

She wonders why

I don't trust nobody

Not even her

It's like ring around the rosie the way I'm always fallin down

Might as well just put me in my coffin now

And I'm not proud to say that, but I've been feelin like this way since way back

Way back when I was a rugrat just like chuckie 'cause I ain't ever say cheese

People say that confidence is key well shit I guess it's my bad I don't having any

Why don't I have any fuck

You are a stranger

She wonders why I

I don't trust nobody

Not even her

You are a stranger

She wonders why

I don't trust nobody

Not even her