Numb III

You are a stranger, she wonders why, I I don't trust nobody, not even her I think I'm kinda lost, yeah Tryna make sense of my thoughts Dear God, yeah Hello God It's me again, I've been trynna be a man But this therapy has really got me cavin' in Give me a chance, God damn let me make amends If I'm here another day I swear I'll go insane again I'ma break again, never be the same Is this really what you want from my brain again? Take it then, you don't know the fucking pain I'm in Dream of being normal but I hate when I'm awake again Got a place for the stress, do you understand that my brain is a mess? Tryna stay afloat in the wave of distress But it's kinda hard to breathe with this weight on my chest Yeah, I'm too numb for this world, full the feeling You don't know half of the shit that I deal with Fake smile when I go through the real shit The only one tryna hang out is the ceiling, you feel me? You are a stranger, she wonders why, I I don't trust nobody, not even her Yeah, uh Straight from the heart Yeah, yeah I find it hard fitting in with society Especially when there's no one quite like me Gotta a lot of thoughts running 'round in my psyche Not they keep me locked even though I be growing up I really find it kinda funny how I'm blowing up 'Cause these snakes from the past all showing love Claiming that they with me 'cause my music is emotional I'ma show 'em all, gotta show 'em all, yeah You are a stranger, she wonders why, I I don't trust nobody, not even her You are a stranger, she wonders why, I I don't trust nobody, not even her It's like Ring Around the Rosie, the way I'm always fallin' down Might as well just put me in a coffin now And I'm not proud to say that, but I've been feelin' like this way since way back Way back when I was a rugrat just like Chuckie, 'cause I ain't ever say cheese People say confidence is key, well shit I guess it's my bad I don't having any Why don't I have any? You are a stranger, she wonders why, I I don't trust nobody, not even her You are a stranger, she wonders why, I I don't trust nobody, not even her