When You Were Here

I'm still avoiding the exit that goes to your old house

Listening to Konstantine

Like we did at seventeen

But I know it's not helping me out

I wish I could let go & blame someone else

I wish I could tell you that

I don't really wanna die

But I don't wanna be alive

Like I did when you were here

I think I'm just scared to death

That you'll always mess with my head

Like you did when you were here

You said I'm being destructive

I guess I'm just stuck in my old ways

The self pity I'm caught in is like a broken cassette

Wrinkled tape of regret

Yeah, we were both too selfish to change

I can't get over this cause you're already over this

I don't really wanna die

But I don't wanna be alive

Like I did when you were here

I think I'm just scared to death

That you'll always mess with my head

Like you did when you were here

I wish I could let go & blame someone else

I wish I could tell you (I can't get over it)

I wish I could let go & blame someone else

I wish I could tell you

I don't really wanna die

But I don't wanna be alive

Like I did when you were here

I think I'm just scared to death

That you'll always mess with my head

Like you did when you were here

I wish I could let go & blame someone else