How Do You Choose

Rolling down the window, too scared to get out

How do you say goodbye to someone you thought you couldn't live without?

My mind is racing with memories

Of who he was and how good everything used to be

Damn, it could've been me

How do You choose who comes back home?

Who goes under an old gravestone?

I'm just asking 'cause it makes no sense to me

Is it something that takes a little time?

Does it even cross Your mind?

Or is this the way that it has to be?

Tell me, God, did I win or lose?

Why am I here when he's there with You?

How do You choose?

My guilty conscience, preys on my mind

As I see the words they wrote after he left us behind

Now I'm on my knees

How do You choose who comes back home?

Who goes under an old gravestone?

I'm just asking 'cause it makes no sense to me

Is it something that takes a little time?

Does it even cross Your mind?

Or is this the way that it has to be?

Tell me, God, did I win or lose?

Why am I here when he's there with You?

How do You choose who stays here and who goes home?

I'll never understand feeling this alone

How do You choose who comes back home?

Who goes under an old gravestone?

I'm just asking 'cause it makes no sense to me

Is it something that takes a little time?

Does it even cross Your mind?

Or is this the way that it has to be?

Tell me, God, did I win or lose?

Why am I here when he's there with You?

How do You choose?

God, tell me, how do You choose?