Scared to Love

I found a girl

That taught me life was surely more than I

And when she spoke

She talked of all the things I held inside

And in her eyes I found a home

I could rest in

Just rest in

She brought me peace

When darkness seemed to be my only friend

She was a light

She brightened up my walls from deep within

In her arms I found a love

I could believe in

Believe in

But oh

I’m scared that you’ll let me go

When you learn who I was before

I built this life from the broken man i was

Oh I’m scared that I’ll let you down

In the times that your not around

Oh I close my eyes and I pray to god

You’ll stay

I’m scared of love

It’s hard to open up my heart again

it’s all because

I’m scared I’ll lose my one and only friend

in your arms I found a home

I could believe in

believe in

Don’t be afraid

hope that I can be a blessing

I pull you close

in times that you are second guessing

believe in us i know that times are rough

Don’t you say that I don’t love you

Don’t you say that I want ya

But oh

I’m scared that you’ll let me go

When you learn who I was before

I built this life from the broken man i was

Oh I’m scared that I’ll let you down

In the times that you’re not around

Oh I close my eyes and I pray to god

You’ll stay

Oh Im still scared to try us

Stuck in the space in between us

And I’ve tried my best to reach you

Only to realize I hurt you

And you said you know I love you

But it’s not enough

And all the words that I would write you

They weren’t good enough

But then I slowly start to realize that I’m scared to love

These late nights alone

When I’m further from home

But oh

I’m scared that you’ll let me go

When you see who I was before

I built this life from the broken man i was

Oh

And I’m finding it hard to breathe

Not knowing if you’ll leave

So I close my eyes and I pray to god

You’ll stay