Main Character

I was fifteen by a bathroom sink

Two confessions you were trusting

I couldn't keep it and I lost you too

I still regret it, still dream about you

I don't wanna be like this

But I am, I am

I don't wanna hurt you like this

But I can

And then nineteen, I knew all your songs

I started writing to get your attention

And when you got sick I, I let you bench your dream

Just to keep you thinking of me

I don't wanna be like this

But I am, I am

I don't wanna hurt you like this

But I can

It's always the same these days

Banging on the glass

It still happens

A sweet mess in the aftertaste

Banging on the glass

Like it matters, like it matters

Like it matters

And I saw your new love, she looks like me, but kind

A happy ending, at least some peace of mind

But there I go again, stealing credit

I can't be the hero, I'm too fucking selfish

I don't wanna be like this

I don't wanna be like this

I don't wanna be like this

I don't wanna be like this

It's always the same these days

Banging on the glass

It still happens

A sweet mess in the aftertaste

Banging on the glass

Like it matters, like it matters